beauty.in.stillness
i am a child…but i would have liked to remain blissfully ignorant…
im probably overreacting…
either way…
Tinyittybitty…
Burn
Slowly…
Its not as physical as it seems…
Can he? He did before. So it turns out he can. But you pissed him off, so he decided against it. Appears he is … posturing… to destroy your pathetic little world… by joining them all together so everyone can marvel at what a ridiculous woman you are. That’s right, I said it. You’re ridiculous, Miss Fire. You’re all wet craigslist
I know youre here…
And i know your proud of me…
I can feel you…
I love you…
And i miss you
Every second
Youre not gone…
You are within me…every fiber…im so very grateful for your gift
no one will read this…but at least i put it out there
tuning my frequency
but i fear it will always be mist
i was mistooken maybe…
by little glimmers of nothing
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people are irritating me…
things are irritating me…
silly stupid things…
i feel like my fuse is short right now in my life…
and im trying so hard to be positive and progressive but im getting distracted by my environment…
i sometimes feel like im on a totally different mental wavelength…
why are people so destructive to this world…what is the pull of that
i mean i like to smash some glass from time to time but i try not to throw my body around other people’s houses when im drunk n rowdy…i like to control my chaos a bit more…(which may be a bit of an oxymoron)
but seriously…i cant have nice things…people break them…


